x.__mishhyoo ` ]] =.>

2006-04-01T21:28:00.000-08:00

RAHH!

2005-12-01T18:30:00.000-08:00

backk frm nine days china trip.i miss everyone over there.noe loads ppl even get closer with him wahaha.i noe i shldnt think much somehow i always change my hart till i lose it i will cherish it.i would better treasure wad i have now yea.

i shall nort denied the feelings towards euu. well, jus got tu admit i'm attach, bud i felt nth wrun.

nine days -wahaha.i jus felt lucky happy tt i was choosen ferr this.everything was so cool.once in a life time a little love ferr nine days.well, is all i tot.ryte now jus frens tt tts.kinda fate even my luggage gotcha ur name.still,everything have tuu be bac tu wad it is.bud i will never forget all the moments of the nine days.thanks ferr being there ferr me,bro.(tts wad i always denied, being ur sis)

the nine days, i miss it badly.

2005-11-09T15:44:00.000-08:00

met up with duan and wei in the morn.went sku together.after sci practical went had lunch with diz,wei and duan.den diz came over my buss.check out on net fer some stuff.

separated with diz den cab all e way t siglap t aunty bussy.jes jus called, she is on her way here yupp.*yawn i'm so tired ryte now.i missi my lynn lol.saw her ferr like tt one point five sec with a wave at e sci lab.eww.i haven meet up with her fer few days ler.boos.

2005-11-07T16:12:00.000-08:00

okiies another day ferr recaption.

x._o5.11 ]
meet up wit darling.went bk ferr lunch.den " so-called window-shopping" with him ard aiport.hahas.den off tuu fuz. problem crop out ferr the settlement bud still settle.yums.nort able tu break records.1240 den left fuz.sobs.our record is 122o yea.

x._o6.11 ]
dinn managed tu attend cat. class.overslept.2nd uncle,her gf ,small uncle,hua auntie and aunty jac came over.machiam hse warming.hahas.went lunch witt lynn at swensen's.ate loads.such piggo.homed round 6 plus den t bugis witt jo jess 2nd uncle and her gf.had dinner at east coast park's hawker.was too full so din really eat much.
end.

and abt today.went sku fer science practical early morning.supposed t meet those frens of mine at 8.20.overslept agean.zoom t sku like gosh i'm so late.ant.lucky i was late.get tuu sit witt giam.jokes and lol.yeah` finally back t so normal and those days with giam agean.mummy granny came den had a briefing talk* ferr tt 9days journey.gosh i was ask tu get tt funny injection.fark off.anw, had lunch with duan,wei and ber after taking e report book.

ahhh..baobeii gave a cute lil' piggi.smuacks.

gng tuu fuz witt yl agean.hoped today able tuu break records.1215 at least yea.ciaos.

2005-11-06T16:00:00.000-08:00

TAURUS WOMANA slim moderately tall woman. Taurus woman is funny and a jolly person. Square facial bone structure, high cheek bone. Her round big eyes sparkle with wit and curiosity. You will not see many round faces Taurus women, and mainly she will have a strong jaw line.

She is a constantly changed person. If she up sets, she will not show it and will keep it to herself for a long time, and will remember them so well. If she gets really mad at you, you will suddenly become a totally and completely stranger to her.

She is a patient person, but always need new excitement. She hates long talk meeting, long and endless conversation. She can be in love with you today, and one day she could act as if she has never loved you before.

She has patient with what she wants to do and will never give up until she gets there. She will be very persistent in what she is doing till she has reasons for stopping her project, then she will quit.

Money for Taurus woman is not the most important factor in life.She thinks of money as an instrument for assuring of a good living. She has more satisfaction in achieving her goals more than satisfaction in fine cloths and luxuries. If you like a woman who always thinks of love and romance, then you are dating the wrong girl. You can not tell her to stay at home, she likes to work and preferred not work at home.

She loves animals and likes to surround by animals. Love is in her head, but Freedom is in her soul. She has her own idea about love and afraid to show her true feeling for fear of rejection. She is not the type to talk about love, but she sure has a strange way to show it. She is not good in showing when she is in love, but if she loves you she will be honest to you than any other women.

She will be honest to her love one, but at the same time seems distant. You will have a good relationship with her, if you allow her freedom. Do not force her to be with you in a poker game which she hates, but let she goes out swinging with her friends if she wants to. She will be different than other girls, and she thinks different is one of her unique quality. She is a public figure but belongs to no one. She will not stay with you, if she thinks you are not sincere. She likes you to have personality, but better not to compete with her. Loves her, but not too much for her as she afraid it will limit her freedom.

She always stands out of the crowd for something she dares to do. You could see her dress like a poor farmer dinning in the fancy restaurant, or dress like a nun in an a cocktail dress party. If you are a politician who is looking for a wife, she will make a good one because she is cleverly smart and she could get along socially with any type of crowds.

She is not a jealous type because she has to know you thoroughly before accepting you in her life. She has more curiosity in life than wondering if right now you are flirting with someone else. If you keep a distant from her, or go away for a few days, she will miss you more. Even when she is dating you, she also able to fond of someone else, if you do not have something she is looking for. She will never disappoint you or hide behind your back to make you loose face, but she is the type who just going to tell you to your face that "We're better off breaking up".

She always remembers her first love. Taurus woman holds the best record for divorce for she does not care about how people think of her, but everything should be done for "Happiness".

She has lots of friends and sure of herself, so you will hardly see she delays any of her thoughts before her action. If she thinks of something, she will go ahead and does it. She has many men wanting her for her constant changes is the challenge. She can be cute and funny, but suddenly cool and tough. She has her own style of dressing up, so you could see her dress like an old mate today, and tomorrow she may dress like she comes from Mars. She will have that interesting hair, dress and a look unique from anyone else.

She likes to learn about your dreams and thoughts. She has fun teasing you and making jokes. If she did something wrong, she won't hide it from you, but do not ask when she is not in the mood to talk about it. She hates to owe people money and take promise seriously. If you promise to pay her back, you'd better paid up.

If you want to make it with Taurus woman, then do not be jealous or possessive, do not be narrow minded, do not criticize about nonsense or small and insignificant matters. Try to like her friends and let she has her privacy, then she can be very sweet to you.

2005-11-05T11:16:00.000-08:00

RECAPS: _o4__nov`___05`]]__
darling's working,so am i yeah.so,din get t meet up.
slept till 12plus.guess is cus granny tok my bed n i'm sleeping in mama papa room thus cld slp longer yeah.breezy breezy.meet up witt lynn at my hse bus stop.[*]fus yups.fun all along.jus looove my twinny lil' one.

fuzthing ends ard 1 plus.[*]lynn finally know stuff ferr settlement.hahs`
homed.watch tv 2plus slept`

ryte now jus chat fin witt darling gng t meet him soon.wees`fusing witt yl yeps`
oh hahas, jus saw a email msg from andrew, my ex manger.hurhur missi him loads.

2005-11-03T23:47:00.000-08:00

hehhppi hari raya.

anw,GRANNY IS HERE~!!! ahhs.SMuACKss.guess she arrived at midnyte.jess n dad went fetch her out.
morning supposed t joined up witt lene xin vien lynn diz and linglin.bud cus granny is here.i went out witt e family.ryte afta tt went off t meet up wit e gals.

darling's off day.kinda angry witt him so din wanna meet up.
i was so nth-beta-t-do yea.had lunch at mac witt jo.den from changi airport went all e way bac t cs get ljs den bacc t changi airport yea.those ljs was ferr yl n lynn yeps.hahs.had some lil' fun.

aunt jac called.so rushed off t kallang met up wit e family.had dinner wit 2nd unc auntjac daddy jo jess GRANNY`
in e car heard jay's ye qu afterall nice yups.

anw,last nyte did some conferencing wit sixestwo.hahas. they were crappy.actually meeting them fer dinner jus now.bud jean cldnt make it.

jus fin chatting witt darling.smaucks.hehhppii ending.`
good nytes.

2005-11-02T23:26:00.000-08:00

had a great dinner witt jos n her boy.jos cook it by herself.spagetthi big meal.its nice bud kinda oily.luckily those are olive oil.phew`

okiies everything seems alryte.jos ask me out after her fus.weets.so went shop ard tm and supermarketing. then went t deli ferr tea breky.hafizah was there n she treated me.thks sweety.

meet up witt darling.caught all about love.nicecha.smwahs..
*

2005-11-02T13:19:00.000-08:00

lettme recap ytd yup yup deepavalli day. darling dinn work so met up wit him ferr lunch.he sent me t work.smwahs...
alryte so supposed t fuz witt aunty adelyn. in t end joined up witt zhizhen dear`at t1.lynn came over ferr dinner.tis dumb lady stay till 12witt us.craze`had a great yummy day.we were total lyk e word mad n crazy!
*

ryte now i'm like jus awake.and is actually thks t all e phone's calls.anw,i made jos angry.i'm suposed t take her place ferr fuz today butt i'm like EXHAUTION yea.i'm really sorry.but ppl cld ur think of e others too.is like aint u ppl inconsiderate.hello u're nort re only one tired ryte.plus i'm nort blind too.mum is obvious bias.oh watever.jus leave me alone.n stop showing all those mummy's love.argh~

so no'one is at home yea.bud mummy n jess is cuming bac soon.so i will be having my lunch yea.after tt i guess i shld get off here.i don wanna see jos face.in case my temper jus blast.i'm trying so hard t control.

2005-11-01T10:53:00.000-08:00

dinn getcha e time t post wad happen previous past few days.anw,here agean.recap bout ytd n e day b4.

x.30.oct__`]]
outs witt lynn revolve round orchard.we were in total craze.its all abt kissing and window shopping.cant get ant we wanted.boos.
home ard 11.
*
x.31.oct__`]]
ytd fuz.* and yar it was HALLOWEEN DAY.~yums.anw,darling 1st day working at his work place.JIA YOU nehs`
met up wit jos kor n jess ferr lunch den went fus.had funn and i caught a lil video of tis lil cute eurasian boy.he's damn cutes.
udon fer dinner.

ant.ryte now i'm gonna called my tt-waiting-fer-my-call de darling.we are meeting soon.weets`i missi missi him loads. MWAHS.

ohyarhs happy DEEPAVALI yea.i did a crazy thang ytd.saw my neighbour nort slept yet so it was like 12.40 and i went t wish them.hohos.

2005-10-29T11:22:00.000-07:00

I'M TIRED~shout~i'm so nort having enuff slp.e dark rings jus appear fer lyk 1st tyme.baobao commented she had never see me witt tis at all.guess she was so blind.hahas.

meeting my darling ferr lunch weets.had a yummy chat witt him last myte at midnyte till2 plus...ard there... i'm so so so in him.mwahs.

okay i'm gng tuu do some preparation ryte now.phewphew.`fuzing agean witt lynn.~smuacks`

NEXT YR* SEC 4 EXPRESS.hahs.gonna pulled up my socks tuu e belly button.`so craps~

2005-10-28T13:34:00.000-07:00

last nyte fuz witt yl loadsa funn.jus the 'amsterdam' lol.okay, den my hp diesoff yeaa thks tuu yl.hahs.

anw b4 fuzing,after dar came my bussy.went changi airport. settle at coffeebean witt darling and we chatted real loadsa.had muddypie.chessycake and ice mocha
blendy.
darling went off.and off i went fuzing.

fuz wit lynn today.noon dar was at my bussy. chatted witt jos kor.he seems kind of stress out.hope he would be alryte and his o's would pass witt distintion yea.
*
dar send me tuu cab.lynn was in it.

sorry darling i make yar upset agean.

2005-10-27T13:24:00.000-07:00

din went tuu sku.luk thru my maths paper agean.really gotto tuu thks tis special lil` girl in my hart ehs.she's none other than lynn yea.a real big thks tuu her ferr teaching me maths till late midnyte.euu noe ; where tuu get such gudy yummy fren.but if its not her.i guess i wldnt do tis so well.

THKS LOADSIE LOADS LYNN !!`

okay so i'm like woots` a gudy girl, did a few housechores yea.sweeps;ironing.hahs.a cuppy of fresh fruit juice squeuse by mummy is e reward.hahahas.alryte ltr darling is coming over.weets.n den i have tuu fuz at 7.hais.sigh~haha.

all about love is out.well i guess hmmph haf tuu catch it next week.seems nice.charlene is acting euu see.hahas.

ciaos`

2005-10-26T22:50:00.000-07:00

jus bacc from dinner witt darling.ate some cheese fries.den influence by k-ing.kip singin jay's hui dao guo qu.i'm sorry t darling. i was kinda abit wierd.my bad yea.i misses euu though.muacks`

had a day witt my baobeii. she's gng tuu genting tomm. weets i jus lubs hers tuu cores.went k-ing.
you ni zhen hao.agean n agean jus tuu make it a perfection.mu nai yi was e last song.repeated it fer twice.jus likes the tempo of tis.

baobeii.ilooveseuu.got tuu take care loads yea.mwahs.bought her some tits fer e bus journey.wee wee.she's e 1st i do tt.hahs.

okiies wasnt quite alryte tudaee.i was total feeling undescribable.maths gotcha b3.ohs thk god.paper one gotcha a 65 outtof 80.wowph.bud no big deal.its a easy paper i guess.anw, wasnt too gud at e other sub.tt's makes my feeling messed up.

anw,i'm gg tuu bed ryte now.i guess i was crazy t haf promised t fuz tomm.a big thks tuu james pathetic voice.wth.

my head is slashing my eyes.n my eyes are swording my brain.

i misssssssiii euuu..
*

2005-10-25T22:49:00.000-07:00

breakfast witt mummy and daddy.i was so middlation.
whole day was trying hard tuu put myself bacc tuu bed due tuu da bursted head.bud cldnt.the family jus cant stop disturbing me.hahs.

wasnt able tuu meet up witt baobeii which we b4handplanned.cant meet my darling.i miss him yeas.

nytes.
went had dinner witt da family with da bursted head.at muthu's curry restaurant.wth.i don even like spicy.hahs.nice though.esp e plain naan.my fav.hahs.tt's e plainest ,nicest n unspicyness.
*

2005-10-24T23:24:00.000-07:00

ITS GIRLS BIG DAE~`

the eights went outs`kett.rene.ming.jess.kat.dyne.lynn.diz.

had breakfast at wang jiao instead of cafe cartel w/o kat n ming.den walk ard tm n cs.rene went off tuu meet ming.daytonaying`i was da champ.and 2nd round jess was da champ.

den ard 1.kat meet up wit us.daytonas agean.tis time round da noise pollution.i gotcha 2nd place.kat da champ.

fotos plenties~

took 17 tuu bedok.
KTVs.our loves.sang loads song had upteens of funs.i loves the gals.

diz and kat went off early.den 7.the rest went back tm.had LJS .crazies loads.den back homes.

the day.i loves.muacks.

the girls rocks.
anw, now my heads hurts loads.argh.

2005-10-23T22:02:00.000-07:00

cant wait forr tomms yea.girls big day.lynn seems worn out.she seems tuu be e one organising hahs.

anw, last nyte fuz gotcha a ONLY 2bucks tips.boohoo.lol.

2005-10-22T21:39:00.000-07:00

heys i'm waking so early yea.slept ard 12plus last nyte.had a long fun great wonderful chat witt baobeii.*il'u.

ryte now listening tuu *nort brave enuff* song from the prince who turn into the frog.hahs.i lyk the english part so much.even ask my darling tuu sing and piano-ing it tuu me one day at e carpark down my hse. hahs*

anw, last nyte outs wit darling was a wonderful one. everything was a 1st tyme.unique~he worn brown and i worn orange yups =) okiies cabs tu heeren den shop ard,sakae ferr lunch cum dinner.bought tranporter2 tix, ohs n e cahier recommend us e couple seat.hahs alryte den went plae daytona.i won.i tink darling went tuu car bang himself.
okiies so o74o caught tranporter2 heyy its sucha nice show.two thumbs up.

cab cums after 45mins long wait.homedd :)))
the nyte. i loves every moment.thks darling.

alrytes lrt fusing witt lynn.hapies`

i'm so in love witt the boy whose in my hart.

2005-10-21T14:34:00.000-07:00

last nyte spent 70 over bucks on clothings and eatings hahs.two fer me and one fer him.crazies.had so much funn wit lynn.i'l her.smuacks.

ahhs eoy chinese got a A1 bud overall a A2.wad derr`

x.__21st ` 1o ^ o5 .
anw, *ITS a month lers . froggy deardarling muacks`

gng out with my mr bf soon.*smitsmit`

2005-10-20T14:20:00.000-07:00

kiies done my last paper`and fer sure failing it.
phew`

so afta exam wen round ep witt lynn.we were waiting ferr diz and kat.anw, saw my baobeii ; paid her back moneii.then at 11 bac tuu sku.hahs.then tuu lunch.yums.played reversi.i won lynn n kat.den played uno stacko.we were great ; we build it kinda high.took photos.and *drop. there goes the stacko.hahs.went off.and oh yarhss we even forgets tuu pay the bill.hahs. we were honest yea.so RUN back and paid up.oit was so funn.kat say as tho *the champion*(euu noe those gurls running at orchard witt their bikis)

den ryte now at bussy.gng outcha tuu meet lynn and kat.lynn gotto do her airport pass.den maybe off tuu bugis ryte after tt.heyy i haven even changed yet.hurhur`

meeting my mr boyfren at nyte.i miss him so badly.*smit*

2005-10-19T19:11:00.000-07:00

maths paper2 ; din really gotcha time tuu check thru.ant.phy,chem mcq.do fin i jus went lala land.whoever bothers tuu check hahs.

i was jus bac from my outs.since 113oam.so tired am i.

afta sku went ep walk a few round.the 7/*8ights` is such unite ehs.too bad wasnt ard.jus lubs them, anw.then jess lynn diz me went tuu bedok went meet my mum.had lunch.mum's treat.

shop ard fer 2hr wit mummy.okiies jus gort a new fone.the num remains.its was struggle confusion b/w 7610 n 3230.so in e end jus get e 3230 1st.it luks unique yea.

den send mum tuu work.took train bac t tm.den, saw eunice and mng.they showed me the brown n orange top.ya it luks total coolness bud jus gotto wait till i really likes it then buy.tt's me.i don buy thing straight away unless i see it fer upteen times and whenever i sees it, i will peep at it,and think of it.then will i buy it.wad a dumb long logic.

meet up with eldy sis afta tt.wanted tuu open a new bank account.wth! need t be 16 yea.*sigh.anw big rain so jus stae in tm.had lil' mOsBurger stuffy.shit everything out hahs.i'm skipping my dinner anw.jus kinda full.

kiies jus here fer today.f/n paper tomm.eww.essay~_~!anw, last paper.happie`

jus cant wait fer another 2 more days.i gonna see my darling`wee euu witt ^ o ^ V.

i'mis my boyfren so badly`mwahs.

2005-10-18T15:40:00.000-07:00

heyy peepoes.jus gonna flunk the physic n poa.its jus miracle if i cld pass it.

now i realised y i cld update my post.i ain meeting my darling :( ' tts speaks the reason` i jus wanna do well in eoy.bud seems like i'm nort.hurhur`

anw, i went tuu friendster n saw tis sweethart of mine,she wrote a testi ferr mie.she is so so sweet.heyy mng i will always be dere ferr euu yea.anw i doubt she din cry ya.don lie sweety.okiies n ya i'm so sure tt she's stressing over her eoy.cus she aint laughing and crazying lyk she used tuu.jus do ur best my gal.u can do it. n i'm writing all tis here cus i now she's looking at it.*winks*."gogo jiayou"influence by debs.tink she caught tis phrase from full house.

oh ya everyone seems so into` full house* and ya i'm a lil' lagging behind`.watching it afta eoy fer sure.

afta sku had lunch.walk round tm.its was kinda noisy n i was jus dizzling.ya once agean it ws the contact lenses.everything's kinda blur tuu me.i jus cant see prop.i jus had to sqiur my eyes a lil` yeah.ant.

ryte now kat is over here.she forgets tuu bring her keys hahs.

okiies i'm so tired now.ciaos ppl.gng tuu bed.mwahs.

i'mu.*

2005-10-17T16:13:00.000-07:00

i was so high today.think i'm crazy.no bud it jus i'm simply happie.with my sistas.galfrens and bf so nice tu me.wad else should i ask fer yea.

maths paper one over ya.ss totally woo~pray hard i could pass it.guess i wrote kinda informative for the SEQ.orhs ant.so much so of studying ferr last nyte.

so.last nyte i did some crazy stuff.7plus rush tuu lynn buss tuu ask her teach mie maths.i mean cuz she's good at it yup.and i looves her tuu bits.we were so into each other.she's my precious`i swear.so all the way till 1midnyte.actually was planning tuu haf a overnyte dwn dere but my bigga sweet sis protest.so lynn's pretty sis came bac,had some brownies and fries ferr our damn late supper.hahs.alryte den due tuu some run out of cash.borrow from her sis 10bucks ferr the cab.THKS CHERLYN`thks gal.okiies beside all tis i must say i looves my froggydeardarling so much.he even wanted tuu come over fetch me home.euu noe ppl is 1plus.kiies maybe its no big deal ferr the others but innocently i jus tink he is so wei da`~jus him now i swear.i gonna cherish`kiees so chat with him on the cab journey.

den dere bac hm my sweetsweet big sis and cute turning vain mummy were there waiting fer me.ltr part i
stae up til 2.doing some last minutes squeezing information of ss into the brain cell of mine`

alryte back tuu ryte now.i'm posting ya derr`anw my eyes yaya the dumb lenses.i used the same degrees lenses ferr both eyes which is 'gosh.nort supposd tuu be the left is higher than the ryte or izzit the ryte higher than the left.holy.ant.i jus felt so blurry.but manged tuu pull thru the whole exam tho was knocking on my own head.*giddys.phew`

afta sku went ferr cheesefries.we gals fav.kat join in ltr.alryte den my galfrens came over.had great fun along the way.fun in the house.music ...makes the comes togerther!(it jus flash thru my mind yeps.)
heyy the 8*s`gals ..mon gonna be our day okiies.the 24th yea.everything's seems planned.i wan a chalet fer the gals nyte.jus gotto plan it.its a gals nyte`

i'm nort gng tuu see my froggydarling bf ferr 4more daes.in order tuu concentrate.tho i miss him now yea.hiss*smitten* i mean whosoever say that ur bf will be angry if u don care abt him and don meet him.oh pls.sucha thinking.hahs.*laugh*

woohs my sweetest thang is now cuppy noodling.poor gal.okiies ciaos peepos.prep fer tomm physic paper.oh and holy.POA.*helps is needed.;)
MWAHS`

i'm truly honestly the most happiest gal.i`lu.thx fer giving me all tis.muacks.

2005-10-16T08:51:00.000-07:00

its another week.more works less funn euu see.
tomm maths paper1 and ss .
cooled. i must pass it alryte .

ytd slack the wholeday.
I DIN STUDY..so glad .

meeting my darling tuu haf breakfast
mwahs .ciaos .

2005-10-14T18:03:00.000-07:00

ahs. chem paper3 and poa mcq .
i gonna flunk it fer sure .

14' 1o-o5
noisepollution anni ? is being messed up .
ant .
afta sku went to tm.
had lunch at cafe cartel .

ice creaming at cs basement yums~~
slack ard`

met my darling afta tt .
came over my buss .

now i'm listening to --"ai mei".
average only yea yea .

2005-10-13T21:53:00.000-07:00

gortcha bac my chinese eoy.
34 outcha 40 . 2nd. hahs . wee~

went bk ferr lunch .
stae bac in sku till 6 plus.
with lynn n kat
chem chem chem `
is making me so hydrogen SO4 2- lead phosphate blabla.so so chemical .

met darling afta tt.
tts all ciaos ppl .

ohyarhs finally got tt song i wanted fer so long.
e one kelvin sang fer his final competition with the 5guys`
the "ar-car-pear-la" (hahs wad a pronounciation !) yups =)
thks darling !!
mwahs .

2005-10-12T21:13:00.000-07:00

xinganbaobei~ 4th month anni`
mwahs.

baobei ` i lubs euu .

okiies yars had a talk during ft ytd.class 3e4 is gonna haf a chalet.izzit tt gorgeous.and now i'm praying hard tt mummy wuld allow mie to stae fer jus a nyte.anw we're nort staying wit e guys too so wad to worry yea.i'm alredy 15 yups.yaya actually a confession tuu make .honestly tot of sneaking out during the nyte so i cld meet up wit my darling but guess wad` ! mrs ang is gng to stay e nyte with the gals.oh what the.okiies fine fine my plan is gone nevertheless i cld be a gd gal ..goodily intact with my lalas land.fine.

hahs.anw i'm jus excited fer eoy tuu come tuu a end. winks* .
bud still . i will study damn real hard. ..

2005-10-11T21:53:00.000-07:00

2005-10-07T16:44:00.000-07:00

eng paper . kayy . wrote abt advantages and disadvantages of owning a mobile phones . i regretted . shld haf write DANCING . i could jolly well write abt love story agean . but it jus din came tuu my mind during exam . well forget it . its over .

afta sku me and diz acc darling tuu had his lunch . parted with him den joined up with twinny .jes ming ket and jo(those addicted,haha) was dere too. bk agean had my lunch . kat and cat was dere too . had her lunch den joined us up . loads fun in bk . laugh madly joke crappily . HAPPY was the word .alryte den dere is tis guy . yayaya wateva his name is went tuu ruin diz reputation . walk pass him . diz scolded him "bastard" . guess he real boil up diz .

parted wit the addicted . shop ard ep . joined up with them at safari . i wan a SCHNAUZER~ its so cute .
went tuu e train station send ming home le den bac tu tamp . neoprinch . parted . homed .

MWAHS . the eights ~ hahs .

gng tuu meet my darling soon .<3 .

2005-10-03T18:00:00.000-07:00

alryte hasnt been updating fer yaya 19 days .
and ryte now i'm here officially tuu say i'm nort updating anymore .
i aint gort the tyme euu see .
plus plus EOY reaching soon so its like gd luck tuu everyone ~

ohyahs and story of bly and bebe yaya its been 13 days lers yea .
21o9o5 is our common day .
and ryte now i'm updating everything in my "bebebly" .
wad a name hahs .
i mean yaya its kinda lame and 'cute' tuu write u and ur dear stuff in here
letting everyone noe tt ur are xin fu or nort .
i mean tuu mean its kinda personal .
so its not neccessary yup tuu update .
so wait till bebe n lubbly is non existing ler i'll transfer everything here bahs .
guess tis shall be my memories log . hahs .

kayys so so ciaos peepoes `

once agean gd luck fer all the Ns , Os n EOY .~

2005-09-14T19:03:00.000-07:00

kayy jus reach home.
had lunch wit kat and lynn.
had such great fun~
and
i saw lubbly face tuu face le.
bud still i was so shy.
actually was letting the fate tuu decide fer us tuu see each other.
bud ended up was so on purpose yea.

he's fav color white
xiao xin,naruto,ultraman,mask rider,dragonball is his cartoon.

jus hanged u with aunty jackie
were talking about granny illness.
max 5yr min1yr.

i miss granny and *ahem~ing lubbly so much now.

ohyarhs
thks mng fer helping me in the updation
anw i edited a lil` yea.

2005-09-13T19:27:00.000-07:00

morning saw him and is like i shouted yea.
jus a shock he was somehow trying tuu say hi tuu me.

msg him thruout the day.
finally came out a name fer each other.
he's lubbly and im bebe.
*smitten.

2005-09-12T20:24:00.000-07:00

sku alryt.
they broke up. Hahs. he ask for seperation, she ask for break.
shld i be happy?
BASTARD :DD
great chat wit diz&lynn
say out e hart.
i told i hate her
but tat was last tyme.

went met jean afta sku.
finally my hair is done.

he said to play piano piece just for me *smitten

do i still love him? maybe nort.. i'm moving on.

XINGAN`BAOBEI 3rd mths anni~ MWAHS`
she's so swit.gave me a letter.
i din managed tuu give her mine...

updated by mango =)
edited by dyne~

2005-09-11T21:20:00.000-07:00

went tu bugis witt jean.
actually to do smth with our hair.
ahhs.but salon was closed.
took neoprints yea. MWAH jean

kayy no-one will believe this yeah~
is like i had a lil` crush on a guy b4 which i'm tot he doesnt ever noe and now we are actually communicating yea.
yayaya thru frenster 1st den msn den hp..
hahs.
*smiles .
jus frens yea~MWAHS`

updated by mango =)
edited by dyne ~

2005-09-10T19:37:00.000-07:00

fine now left witt me n ah bee at home.din went out agean.the rest went out with aunty jackie.ah bee yupp.she's abit sick.

ohyarh last nyte had great chat with ah bee till 1plus.cus we both kant get into dreamland.den yayaya in the morn dreamt of chee hwee hahs.
jus kinda miss him loads ba.really dno where he go tu.
=( izzit tu boys home agean?

so rot at hm as like ytd.tv tv as usual.toms gonna have loads fun witt jean.MWAHS.
tonyte replay terr last eps of project superstar.yea~

ciao peepos`

oh hoho.i realised one thing he actually knw tt i still had a crush in him.he told one of his fren tis.
him : euu still lyk her?
fren A : dno.
him: like anort?
fren A : why ? i dno la
him : i got one gd news n one bad one.which one euu wan hear.
fren A : ...
him : bad news is she still likes me.
gd news is she's still single.

so wad was he actally tinking.tis is so crap...hahs i admit so wad if i still like euu.i mean even now the feeling hasnt gone yet.so?

2005-09-09T21:49:00.000-07:00

leo n gab was at my hse.proj was the reason being.den derr was the fun.

mng came over tuu get some dvd show.

nth much tuday.din even went out.boreness i knw.
tv tv tv ...
watch prince who turns into frog eps 14 lers.
peepoes this show is showing on tv channel u yea.
just gotto catch it alryte; its wonderful .

ohyarhs its 9sept.it jus remind me of the song ocean sang.
*xin fu che zhan*
MWAH.

2005-09-08T22:04:00.000-07:00

had such yummy sleep.
den off tuu airport see my sweetie twinny.
miss her so so much.
changhong was dere.had loads loads fun.

afta twinny fuze.went tuu cs caught 'ONE MORE CHANCE'
nice i must say.

saw leo n gab.anw if i'm nort wrun mng is so angry witt leo or rather terr whole grp fer terr ss projects.
kayy anw.
woots.had macoroni fer dinner.

nytes.

2005-09-07T14:06:00.000-07:00

heyy ppl miss me?woots.yayayas.i did not disappear into thin air yea.just a trip tuu malaysia.and and its not fer fun.yupp.granny got into hospital.she's seriously ill n everyone's worried shiet.so witt all the workloads put aside.evryone rush bacc tuu IPOH.unexpectedly a 5days4nytes trip.

SEPTEMBER 03, SATURDAY

fuzing witt sis.
den ryte afta tt went packing yea.
off tuu JOHOR-KULAI.
yea can finally see my son yeps.=)

aniwae WEIZHEN ahyi bdae.happybirday.din able tuu go fer her bbq party.

kayy.bac tu kulai.
afta 3hours car journey.reached.
had two dinner.woots.kant imagine.

nyte.slept witt my son.mwahs.

SEPTEMBER 04, SUNDAY

went tuu weiqi hse.watch "red eye" down dere.nice.
went fer a pasar malam walk.it was so diff frm the one in s'pore.
nice food loads.
bacc tuu KULAI.my son hse.slept witt him agean.

SEPTEMBER 05, MONDAY

finalle i decided tuu go IPOH.
seriously i hate spending my tyme in terr car.*puke*
I'M SO A DADDY'S GURL.love dad tuu bits.
sat witt him in terr car.
tis tyme find terr trip alryte.witt 11peeps squeeze in a seven-seater car.
so cozy.
witt youngest uncle and his wife.their son,jun wen.2nd uncle and his two son,weiQi,weiJie.
and the five of us.
n a tv tuu watch.afterall nort bad.

reach IPOH ard 10plus.straight tuu IPOH SPECIALIST HOSPITAL.
water ard terr eyes once i saw granny.
I SO MISS HER.

went fer dinner.famous guo tiao at ipoh.

check into HOTEL EXCELSIOR.
actally book two rooms bud one seems big enuff
so 11peeps comfortably squeeze into one.
can yar imagine its only RM188 fer one room witt one double n one single bed.

a fun nyte.

SEBTEMBER 06,TUESDAY

alryte i'm supposed tuu have f/n remdial.
morn went fer breakfast at terr nearby coffeshop.nice. ate chee cheoong funn.
oh i'm like eating so non stop.

went visit granny agean
den went tuu MAN-LENG,granny hse.mummy's hometown.
collected saga seeds.
so miss terr place.

went tuu CATHOLIC CEMETRY tuu give grand-dad a visit.
as usual mummy cried.she never fails tuu cry when visit grand-dad.
den bought food fer granny.den dinner tyme.
the adult ate smtg else while the teens in the car had some ktv fun-ness.

den terr adults went visit granny.

terr teens wen bacc tuu hotel.fun fun.ohyarhs and we bought loads PAU.da da pau.da pau.etc.
mummy stayed a nyte witt granny.

SEPTEMBER 07, WEDNESDAY

morn my turn fer the morning buffet.yumms loads.woohoo was witt weijie n junwen.
wen bac tuu rooms slept agean while waiting fer youngest uncle tuu wake.
hahs.yaya eat n sleep eat n sleep. i noe.

den packed up ready tuu leave ipoh.

visit granny before we go bacc tuu KULAI.
i so the kant bear tuu go off.

agean long journey bacc tuu kulai.
ate A&W fer tea break.

reach JOHOR finally.
woohoo saw my son agean eww.bud still have tuu leave yupp.
den took dad car bacc tuu s'pore.

end of the trip.

n n now i'm home agean.i so miss my room.my piggy head cusions.mwahs.
miss my son =(.

ZZzzz.

2005-09-02T23:01:00.000-07:00

alryte sku was kayy.
witt my dars ard;leo n mng.i'm happy.

afta sku had mac witt lynn.
<3. im sorry twinny.seems like euur stuck in btw.

kayy bout her; i was trying so hard tuu be nice tuu her jus in case she might blame herself.
bud on the other side she was actually tinking tt she's ryte and we are e one who did wrun tuu her.
wtf-_-!!
i mean pls la is not all guys yours la.kaos~
ohmy i really is so speechless *laugh out loud*
eww im so disgusted by her ...so now wad how shld i even face her.tis is so kukushit.

yupp.
im jus bac.went tuu kbox witt lucus and my dars.too bad baobeii cldn make it.
had great fun. i wan more.anw it end round 10.
hehs. hundred n two bucks.woohoo.ex ryte.
sing loads song yeps.n my throat hurts loads now.
ILOVEHONEYLEMON```

ohyarrhs.
HAPPY B'DAE TUU JAMES TEO.
din manage tuu tell him personally.ant.

ciaos peeps.fuzing toms.gotto slp early.nytes.

2005-09-01T23:40:00.000-07:00

ARGH`kelvin got 1st.*is so chee bu neh neh.*lucky kelly got in for e universal blah co.

kayy.today damn damn fun.
thks tuu jean,jac,louis,yihao,roy,phil,mani,ganesh and mrs chong.
alryte.we got a cake and necklace fer her.on the wayy tuu mrs chong hse.foto taking n madnessy.

den we go :
"AUNTY ONG!!!"

had great chat in mrs chong hse.tok abt pri sku life as usual.religious riots??a tok la.and everything under the ~sixesTwos~.ohyarrhs.her hubby was so nice.kayy so we took foto loads.went downstairs bought food.e supermarket *sixesTwos* chiong tuu.great shoppin.great yummy food.mrs chong treat.

watch superstar.louis.jean v.s yihao.geraldyne.dey were supporting kelvin lol`me yihao support kelly.
9.30.jac's dad fetch us hm.

anw we were deciding on a gatherin on louis b`dae.end of yr chalet.mwahs.<3 *sixesTwos* so so much.
thks guys for a wonderful day.
i enjoyed.

din able tuu meet lynn and diz tuday.hahs.but no regretion.i had great fun instead of luking at her fakishness.

she was like ya we waited for euu n euu din turn up.hahs.wat a kuku shit.

2005-09-01T12:46:00.000-07:00

its another new mths.its jus gonna be so new for me.STARTING AFRESH.mwahs.
happay`
=))

whees`
gng tuu mit my bestiko soon.jean`i lub her tuu pieces yeah~meeting the rest at mrt stations.tgt gng tu ms/mrs ong~chong hse.

herbie fully loaded is out.hmmph.lynn n diz gng tuu watch it w/o me.hahas.kayy stop my crap.zooming tu prepare later outing.

its been long since i say tis: BAOBEII<3 I MISSING EUU...

ciaos peepoes.

2005-08-31T16:27:00.000-07:00

heyy.HAPPY CHER's DAY tuu all teachers who tot me b4 and now.

sku.
leonard.
mng.
me.
terr 3musketeer once agean.
great fun in class.
concert.
blue night sang by andreas.
nice.

bacc from mrs ang's hse.miss her so much.her leg was witt terr pinky badage.hahs.
had loads fun down there.witt great food.alryte now i'm rushing off tuu fuz.TIREDNESS.

working witt troy?? and my sis!!

i peeped thru e door accidentally n saw e both of euu.
my babiie,tuday u were trying tuu grab my hand bud i let go.
im sorry.
i said u were mad and u replied: "think euu r e one who is mad."
is tt how we are gng tuu face each other in future.
i gave u a fake smile tuday and agean i'm trying my best..
babiie,i nort blaming euu for getting him..becos..to love someone is never wrun..
bud im mad tt u din tell me e truth..
im afraid of being terr last tuu knw..

2005-08-30T18:05:00.000-07:00

lynn ryte at my place now.watching ^my bf type b^. yaya i noe i watch it like loads tyme.haha.

GOT BACK ALL PAPER~
PEEPOE's I FLUNK OMOS EVERYTHING~~

cept fer ss and chi.
jos kor agean somehow cheer me up`<3

once agean im so pissed.gotto knw smtg.guess dey were 2gether uh huh.im speechless jus a congrats. i jus haf tuu act tt nth happens.hope i can do tt well~my babiie i miss ur hug but for now... ur hug disgusted me~ and i hate terr scenario of terr two of u appearing at terr sight of me.

yupp =)) thks lynn lene and mng fer listening tuu my craps and ur concern i appreciate~iloveeuu peepoes.

i'm letting go,fer tt i wasnt as brave as her.i'm sucha coward bud who tuu blame.
only myself...

2005-08-29T22:51:00.000-07:00

sku sux total.gummy din tok tuu me.hello boy kant euu jus 4get bout everything n start our frenship all over agean.i miss terr day of fun``kayy so..everything was so eeyer.i sick n tired of it. got bacc com.sc. result flunk~i hate it when i cry ...i swear`thks leo ifa mng jo n e rest.love euu guys tuu bits.
bud ppl the weather was jus too warm euu see tt terr water came out from terr eyes`

anw went fuzing witt hafizah`i was so nort myself.but still it was fun*

ohyarhs`
hahs.i jus cant face her like b4.i'm sorry babiie.if i ever treat euu terr way i shldnt.i shall say sorry here.iloveeuu.it jus tt i'm hurt.so hurt....tt euu lied...tuu me...
i hate it...terr wayy euu luk at me...

im nort as happy as b4 anymore.save me outof tt.=`(

2005-08-28T22:54:00.000-07:00

alryte i was moody ...
jess went k-ing witt us.i'm sorry gurls,for tt attitude.i aint gort tt mood.

2005-08-28T08:06:00.000-07:00

gng tuu church soon.
l8tr goin tuu see my granny soon.
i miss her.

nn den we'll be mitin lynn.
yupp.its k-ing tyme.
I'M GONNA SING MY LUNGS OUTAF.~~!!!!

2005-08-27T23:43:00.000-07:00

total disasterous !!!!!

fuze witt sista.fun fun~
12liddat rush bac tuu tamp tuu get e flagday stuff.
rush bac tu fuzion.

anw saw tis guy.oh yarhs he will b workin in fuz soon.
his name troy.a chinese eurasian.
yupp e name is a movie.
kayy is as though i knw him long ago,we communicate well.

aft fuz.wen luk fer gab leo mng eric.
yupp tuu e flagday.tiring,it was fun though.

7plus zoom tuu bugis.'
yumms n actually wanted tuu catch a movie.
was too late.

hmmm...saw lucus kyle germaine xuanwei nnn [my baobei!!!!].she gave me tt hug.which i so needed.
<3mwahs. e outing sux total.so boring nn somemore i was with e uni.yucks. later part worse.i hurt someone i guess.i told him e truth of false hope. actually i wanted him tuu awake from fantasy tuu reality. i hurt him i knw.bud at least i knw tis would be better. kayy i'm real tired . =l. tuday sux too.luking forward fer toms.

i tink i really need him badly.
i cried and called out for ur name~"kah hwee miss euu real badly."

2005-08-26T23:25:00.000-07:00

peepoes,jus bac hm from the nyte.went k-ing witt my gurls.I GONNA BE SSINNGEERR!!!as usual sang, dao dai nn yi shi de mei hao.yupp.yi lu xiang bei.bi shan yan mo nian 3bian.wo zi xiang yao.gua nu.nn lastly e real fun part : ALL RISE.we were trying tuu imidate westlife hahs.we were great though.

yupp heard forever love. finally got e mtv.leehom nn her gurl was soo sweet.hahs.nn den dey quarrel den broke up.den leehom was at terr wedding of hers la.playing terr forever love.ends.

den wen church.den headed fer dinner.finally a goody meal.phew`

had a loads great chat witt lynn.<3.ilovelynn.ilovelynn.ilovelynn.
imisslynnrytenow.

oso had great chat witt mangoo tuday in sku.mwahs.<3.

gort bac maths paper.flunk it.chinese eightythree1/2.

tudayy T_T.
so i'm luking ferward fer toms.ahhhh.
=).

2005-08-25T16:46:00.000-07:00

heyy peepoes.
maths paper tuday n bet i will flunk it.
diz flunk her eng paper.
and if she flunk it,how would terr hell will i pass...

pe.played bball.jos kor was dere luking.hees.^o^
fun ~
nth much.i slept fer 2hrs.n wen i wake,notice tt forehead was all the perspire.
guess i gonna fall sick soon.
hello i'm like nort having enuff sleep plus e stressness i'm having.
nobody can save me.

gng tuu zzz big tyme.ciaos ppl.

eww.missing euu..jus let everthing be on its own.

2005-08-25T16:31:00.000-07:00

i regret...guess is all too late...

somtymes things happen jus as u're so unexpected.
a moment we were looking into each other eyes.somehow we were trying tuu tell each other smtg.were euu able tuu read mine?
another moment she was asking me..do euu likes him?..i was silent..and den she said softly..i tink i likes him..

i told her, "go for him.dun bother abt me."guess wad..and when i say tt..my hart seems tuu sink so deeply.bud still i denied.

but it seems tt i cherish the frenship btw me n her.actually tt was wad she told me too..
my reply was, "shut up gurl,if euu likes him.jus goo fer it.seriously i felt nth.tell him how euu feel n noe wad.. it hurts more if euu don confess, thrust me."
was tis sentence meant fer me...i wonder.

later she lie on my shoulder n say, "gurl,do euu noe how i feel now?"
i say not much but a just go fer it.
heyy gal.how i wish i could tell ya how i feel too...i kept silent...i close my eyes.

actually smtg is on my mind.perhaps if euu are witt him.i would be able tuu tok tuu him agean.
or maybe i can approach him jus tuu even tell him tt : "she likes euu."
i'm contended.

i tink i jus haf tuu let go...
bud i'm still stranded becus of euu...

2005-08-24T17:15:00.000-07:00

nth much .
=] .

ss paper tuday.

exhaustion.bac hm ryte afta sku.

toms maths paper.doubt i will pass.slackness lor.

stress witt maths ahh.

2005-08-23T17:55:00.000-07:00

yepp .
diz n kat over at my place ryte now.

hahs.we're watching ^my bf type B^

chinese paper tudae.
=S

i saw her smile.
it was fer me.
e smile was sweet.
:)))).
i misses her tuu bits.

when will euu noe?

2005-08-23T10:35:00.000-07:00

jus tuu say its nort tt i got nth beta tuu do.
if euu don ruin my dae .i won ruin yours.
tts how i treat peepoeS.
i gib peepoeS wat peepoes gib me.

2005-08-22T20:43:00.000-07:00

i'm still his best friend.<3

2005-08-22T20:20:00.000-07:00

alryte i'm bacc.yupp,well,we din really study.
anw it was a crowd at le le hse.

den study awhile wen eat mac AGEAN ...
witt leo n gab
happy meal lol *

den wen home .
gummy is sad.he was so quiet,is so different from e las tyme.
i was kinda havin a feeling of drippin water.
mentos was like kip fightin mouth witt me.

kinda pissed.

toleration~
=S

hahs.tis morning wad was happening.was tat jealousy`seems tt euu mind alot.he din came my hse.
jus wan euu tuu noe how much i misses euu.but agean i never had tt courage.

2005-08-22T16:15:00.000-07:00

phew~i'm like rushin`kayy
five mins is all haf now.
gng tuu deb hse l8tr fer nyte studyin.
witt gab jo leo n herself

sku was alryte.
test test.
eng n chem .

woOts.glad man.i did some retarded stuff.yet i'm happy.
jessican tt witch walk pass n i was like telling diz :
"heyy euu noe hoh i gort 1fren so retard.something happen hoh jus go tell her sis. so humji ryte?"

i felt so gay gay now .
wee-euu-wee~

rushing off ler tata peepoe S.
tuu mit leo.hahs.i'm so late ~
=p .

2005-08-21T22:41:00.000-07:00

guess wad ~ TML IS COMMON TEST LE `
well, yet i'm here slacking.alryte jus got tuu get over tis quick .

so went tuu church yepp fer cat.class.hahs so end up was selling spagetthi n lagasne(whichever it's spell)
n yupp agreed tt i gort loads fun with jan n debbie .bud bud, dey piss me real big tyme.dey din realise.i tot so.
anw i jus acted so innocence.wadairver~

so mit gab n jo.off tuu changi village.heyy.dere isnt any place tuu study properly loh.so was like -_-!! bud,got real fun witt dem.

tuu be continued ...

kayy yupp,its real long story so i will have tuu upload da pic. NEXT TYME .
yupp den was duing some night studying witt lynn afta her fuzin.chat chat n chat .
mac flurry agean .
flurry flurry i jus love flurry`

i luff euu.
lynn.
mwahs.

nyte chat witt gummy yupp.
(((:

i've never stop missin euu.dou jiang you tiao was our past.wad abt now.is dere a future.u never will noe how much i misses euu.

2005-08-21T19:22:00.000-07:00

NOW IS ONLY 7 N I'M OREADI AWAKE ....

fine.cuz i'm gng fer cat.class finally.n i mean i'vbeen like nort dere fer quite a few mths yea.
hahs n it was tt kelvin cher call me iwould finally show up.from wad he sae was tt tuday we'll be duin some fund-raising thingy.kinda funyea.

last nyte fuzin till 7 so i rush off tuu meet mango n her frens tuu pass dem e drinks.den zoom off tuu meet kyky n nana.den i'm sorry tuu dem.showed sum retarded attitude tu dem.till yums at deli.i was finally mad.told dem all e stuff happenin.

~somehow tt indian freako is the cause.happened at airport.so tis freak bought smtg at polar n den gave e cashier 10euro.listen carefully is 10euro.auntie came tu change two 5euro in order tu give him bac e change in foreign currency.den e unreasonble freak claimed tt he gave a 50euro.wtf-_-!!
with his big voice.seriously is so idiotic of him.shout shout n sae tt e sin50bucks is his.
actually is so none of our business yea.its polar loh.anw tt freak isnt a guy man.he was like omos using violence.
oh so no~ant e police came aftahalf an hour.tt was like so slow mann.~`

ohkaes.anw afta dinner shoppin n spent 7o+ on clothes.uh~huh.got myself a nicey pants.wOots.orange sachet nice`.kyky n nana walk me hm.i started my crazy act.hahs.but i'm really happy tats y.

nyte chat with gummy.yummy ~`

kaes gng off le.l8tr meetin gummy dey all fer morning+noon+nyte studying.hahs.

do i still harts euu?

2005-08-20T13:11:00.000-07:00

last nyte good chat with gummy.hahs .thks tuu him.i can slp finally.
euu noe ; the maid was e cause.
guess he knw e truth le cus of my msn personal msg .

woke up ard10 tis mornin .hai .so early ahh .went out tuu eat with daddy mummy ah bee .
went tuu a showflat at BAYWATER .yup the design of terr hse was nice mann .

fuzing later on.with yanglong .actually don haf tuu terr bud in the end kyle cannot make it.
so i'm fuzing till 7 peizhen will take over .woOts 3>her .

guess tis are all retribution. i can only blme nobody bud me tuu be greedy.and fer tat .i lose euu.
wo hao xiang bao zhe ni su ku .
bud...you seems so very very terr far for me tuu reach. you never will noe .never.

2005-08-19T19:05:00.000-07:00

fri alwaes yummy . less sku more fun agean .

anw i'm signin up fer terr nov attachment thingy .
heyy ascott international management lehs .
its nort fer e sake of munny loh . pleeze larhs .
knw wat is experience nort .
giammy,leo,honeyy kat,gogo oso applyin .
gogo tat gurl ahh . she wanted tuu choose thai sharks fins restaurant ahh .*piggo*

afta sku caught THE MAID .so rush it was a 12.30 show yeps .
the tix was booked by lene durin sku .
diz,lynn,kat,lene,vien&me.
peepos ````is scccarrryyy ahhh~
even my gurls agreed .

den part with my gurls afta a lil' window shopping .
stuck with my honeyy . wOotx .honeyy honeyy love her more more .
got myself a shorts . den headed tuu mac .
fries flurry guess tos are my dinner .cus i'm alone agean .
anw .stardied chem. with honeyy .i learnt .seriously.love kat tuu bits .

partin seems sho unbearing fer my case la kaes .
hm .
goin tuu watch "wang zi bian qing wa" soon .

anw chat with my bestic darling jean. wOotS ai si her ler .guess wad .she watch terr show also loh my god .

chat alot alot n .n i misses her .

forever love was wad euu told mie .

2005-08-18T17:15:00.000-07:00

almos fergot abt tis.ytd was reading teenage.n something caught my attention .
it jus somehow interesting uh~huh .

[TEENAGE magazine. issues; SEPT 2005 .
page 44 .chatroom.dear kelly ..]

issues on , An On-off Relationship -_-!!

by: Broken-hearted
Q: a guy i lost contact with 3yrs ago sudd began sending me sms's everyday. at 1st, he admitted he has a gf but said he preferred tu contact me as he claimed he didnt qutie get on with her.a week after he contacted me,he said he had a tiff with the gf n they broke up.soon after he confessed he liked mi.at the tyme i did not haf feelings for him

once,when we were at the movies, i discovered i had begun develop feelings for him.i told him how i felt.he claimed he'like mi a bit'.to me tis meant tat he did not like me as much as he claimed to previously.i was hurt and slowly i drew away from him.

after a year i had to admit my feelings had not faded.recently,he contacted me once more saying he missed mi.we began to speak on the phone nightly n i began to have high hopes abt a relationship.tis time he even said he love mi.then one day he stopped contacting me altogether.i was confused n called to ask him if he still cared hor mi.he did not respond.i told myself to move on n forget him.but each time i feel tat i have moved on,he suddenly calls n gets my hopes up,then leave abruptly.i still like him alot.he is the only guy i feel tis way abt.

alryte and here's e ans yeps from kelly .

A: this guy sounds like a jester from love hell.i haf sth simple to say to u-dont ever tok to him again even if it means changing your mobile telephone number.even our youngest readers can figure out tat he is just leadin u on.i tink he must have other girls whom he woos when he fails to contact u.he seems to display an inability to commit to a serious relationship.for example,when u said u had feelings for him he backed off.i get the inpression tat he calls u during the dry spells when he is between girls.

one doesnt even treat casual fren the way he treatu.he does not seem to respect u.fren keep in touch-they dunt maintain a silence then contact you out of the blue,as he does.unfortunately,he reads you rite.he noe u care for him so he takes advantage of u.

hahs . i mean isnt tis interesting .hahaha . sound like it is refering tuu someone i knw .anyway i like tis passage .
hahs .

2005-08-18T16:40:00.000-07:00

pissed by mdm fazidah tis mornin . wtf -_-!! then make me stand down dere like a retarded .

kaes as usual sku was fun with the edward dey all pampering me.n..n.. yup i'll never failed tuu slp in sku .
tis tyme during recess at e gallery.
i jus knw e way tu be a pig .

gort bac poa common test result ; 17/50 .yeps exactly i failed hahs . hey guess wad i still getcha treat from leo.
hahs .i got higher den him ; 8/50.is like ever since tat tyme e both of us got our maths test pass tugether.we've been comparing result n some bettin was involved.so tis tyme he's goin tu treat .a date?hahs .

is my story gonna be without him ... i dno ...perhaps...we cant even recognised each other anymore...
unfacing e reality...running away frm each other...guess so...

anyway nowadays i've opening myself tuu loads more peepoes .like yup tt yucky ben with tt disgusting stinko
"magic"finger.hahs .it wasnt on purpose tuu tok tuu tis kinda peep.oops.n...n ya a guy in 3e3...kindaf cute la.tok tuu him twice only.anyway is always abt diz.pass books n where's her table all tis.but at least can see the smile on his face.huahuas.n i've been tokin more tuu tt guy in my class...
hey wad issit man tuu show case all tis .

hahs. enuff of e crap yeps.

ya tudae euu somehow wanted tuu speak tuu me.or was it tryin tuu b farni .i dno...3>

2005-08-17T18:20:00.000-07:00

okae, sku was as usual.cept tat lynn din came.tis gurlfren of mine jus knew the tyme tuu laze.slept durin maths.hope i wun flunk tis sub yea.its the mos impt.hahs .kaes den told jo nort tuu let anione wake me up.cher nearly woke me up loh .jo stop him .hahs .

afta sku ate spagetthi spent ten bucks at popular den walk bac hm wit gogo n kat.kat came over my place.

anyway recess fer me today was a total retard. yea.den gort ze poa test which total i'm so not sure.jus hoping fer a pass.ohs.

kaes gonna stop here fer my dinner lers .

woOts.my gurl called n here goes ze long chat .
imisslynn.loves her tuu bits.

2005-08-16T06:02:00.000-07:00

kaes shant be on net fer so long so getting over tis post n done with .

sku nicey . joel gave me his popular voucher ; wasnt much but e tots tt counts .den gave leonard sweet tis morning . ya i owe him de .thks tuu my mouth promisin tuu buy him one .hahs anyway he was real cute . he dinch allow anyone accept mie n him tuu eat .

nyway it was lynn who bought it .hahs .thks thks .
yupp she vent her anger on me sia . total pissed off ; told baobao bout it .

wen hm with gogo ; she's saddi .i can feel it . the silence tell me tat .

i started tuu tink of him agean .thinkin of tos daes whereby i dinch cherish him .woOts. he smiled at me n i smiled bac .i jus misses the days . i miss k/h ahh .if only euu noe n jus give me e ans .

2005-08-14T12:17:00.000-07:00

hahs . and agean i'm now a loner .

wahs .

family went outta haf breakfast .

n ... n yaya i din went tuu cath.class agean .

i gettin more n more sheitty .

laziness had causes me tuu be sinful .

and i really hope tat i wun be kick out from the class .

i wan tuu be graduated .

anyway ytd gotcha loads monkey fun`ness with peiling .

luby her man .sales werent good n yup we were like a pig .

eat n eat non stop .

lets see .

she drank mango juice . i drank orange juice .

had a cheeze hotdog bun share btw the both of us .

dinner tyme .ban mian fer me .ba chuo mee fer her .

barley fer the both of us.

ryte afta we were makin hot choc fer ourselves .

i drank half cup cus mine taste bitter .

ok dere's a break . i went tuu shit.hahs.

came bac.

were making some new stuff fer the outta shape bun.

i jus ate it on its own .

peiling were puttin chick mayo in it n enjoy .

den i was eating 1/2 of the polar hotdog pie.

n..peiling squesse her masterpiece intu my mouth.

den l8tr the polar aunty gave us cake .share yucks threw .

and tat gal was making green tea fer herself tuu drink .

end i guess .

we were listening "bu de bu ai" by wilbur pan .

repeat agean n agean .

hahs .

guess peilin will have nytemare abt it .

eww . i jus luby peilin kuakuakuakua .

nyte home .

watch a show.

with daddy n mummy.

damn nicey .my gawd .

i gonna find the cd and watch it agean .

casting was fen de lun and bobo .

is so so so nice.two thumbs up .

now . i haf tuu wait fer my lunch .hungries ...

2005-08-13T13:24:00.000-07:00

hahs . so nothing tuu do ; tat i did tis .

classy diz . sporty dyne . cheerful lynn . pinky kat .

n ..n ya so late i'm still playing with tis .
mwahahas . haben eben bathe .

ohyarhhs . jus realised tat i will be a lonely child .hahs .
both sis goin fer chalet .muahaha.

2005-08-13T11:54:00.000-07:00

yup awaken .
now posting bout ytd .
i'm calling my sis tuu find out where's everyone gone tuu .

keas
last nyte fuzin with zhizhen and peiyi,a new gal .
yup wasnt hafizah .

and yarhs . stupid james tan .kiss my ass man .
wanted tuu put lynn at terminal 1.kays tis wasnt comfirmed yet.
but i'm boilin.
i straight say tuu james :euu dont like me and lynn fuzin together izzit .
and all his excuse floated ard .
yayayas.

anyway was real fun at fuzion.
den lynn and kyky was at terr airport .dinner tyme went outta luk fer em.

bought mac bac.
peepoes kip flowin in .zz py n me hardly eat TOGETHER.
saddii .

i was terr las tuu go home .
tat stupid taxi uncle cheated me 55cents .
hahs .
supposed tuu be $9.45 n he collected 10bucks without change .
hmmph .piece of sheit .

home.chat with mum and sis .
great nyte chat uh~huh .

fuzin l8r with peiling .hahs.
hopes everyting go smooth.

2005-08-12T13:33:00.000-07:00

bac frm sku with diz .
yupp .
now she's here with mie eating our lunch
apple strudle ; twist fries .
like wat diz sae " what a combination"
hahs .the strudle is nicey anyway .

sku was fun .

tot i was late .wake up at 7 .hahs .raining day always makes us sleep more .
friday is always a goody day .
less period more fun .

durin maths period .
leonard joel edward n xinquan was terr cause .
joel was like .ur thing is my thing ; my thing is ur thing.
leonard was like .i tink jo likes ger
i was like .yayayas.
edward was like .ya i can see oso.
den finally xinquan was like .i tink leonard is jealous .
everyone started laughin .

last period . mrs myreen ang din came .
ohyarhhs .she gortcha fractured leg . worry shiet .
she is my fav cher . and is so sad tuu hear tis .
anyway.
gort tis farni nobody-cares relief teacher .
yupp =)
got tis TODAY IN HISTORY SINGAPORE .
everyone was writing their name on their birthdate fer one n other .
guess wat i started tuu write some sort of testi inside peepos book
hahs .it was fun .
den ryte afta tat joined in wit giammy = gabriel dey all .
started all the campfireclap and pangcheng song .
fun fun ~

kat and me somehow drifted apart .izzzit?not tuu sure myself.but but she was like kip suanin me .saddii.
she jus sae in tis era still got peepoes post stupid blog arhs .so i was offended.perhaaps i'm tinnkin too much .oh watever .

off tuu fuzin soon .with zhizhen and a new girl,hafizah
buzz off .

2005-08-11T17:45:00.000-07:00

sku was alrig .

"spoiled teeth" and ifa corrected mie .

so yupp is toothache .

but realised it was actally ulcer down there .

pain-nish .

afta class ; dere was a tok .

wen canteen ;saw bestie .

IGNORATION .

cuz i'm now quite sure he's with jessican .

mangoo saw dem together in the mornin .

yupp .anithing .

baobao tryin tuu be farni tuday.

was nearly not happy abt it .

had a tiff wit kat izzit?

not tuu sure .

everything seems going wrun .

alot ppl was involve in e conversation tat leads tuu e tiff .

as in yupp. catherine.xiuling.bestie.sharmaine.leonard .

is like afta e whatever tok .we were alrig .

like so act tat nth happen .den holds each others hand .

3plus wen fer lunch with my galfrens .

ate korea foody .yums.

back hm.

ate banana.

yup farni why izznt mammy ard tis tyme .

anything .

2005-08-10T20:40:00.000-07:00

woohoo~
now rocky and nana at my hse.
hahs.
so cute of dem .

is like i was supposed tuu sleep
den i wanted tuu eat .so i decided tuu wake myself up by playin the com.
hahs . ok we goin tuu watch "a lot like love"
hey i din even noe tat i got tat .
wakakas.
kaes terr effect wasnt good.
dey change tuu "my bf blood type B"

kaes so i still need tuu post evrything abt today under the sun.
at bugis .
yupp bugis .hahs .jus remind me of my bestie .miss himm~

aniwae .
ard 2 wen tuu meet nana n kat at gu-ar-di-an .
hahs.den off tuu bugis tuu gather wit diz.
all four of us chiong for food.
hungries*
delifrance~yums .except fer darr corn soup .

den buzz off tuu neo-machine .
took twice .
ok only lars .
den is like diz haf tuu rush hm.
so send her le .
kat me nana .wen fer a drink at mos .
den shop shop .got myself a shell necklace .
love at first sight derr .

wen tuu edge .is like saw one of derr clothes .
i wan~but run outtof cash .
going tuu get it afta gettin my pay .
wen bacc tuu tm .
play daytona .
i was last .ok fine .
den there's tis guy bside farni wanted tuu befriend wit me .
has .#rejected~

toy's'rus .took photo down there .
play loads .funn~

dinner tyme .
me buzz hm .

so ryte now .going tuu join rocky n nana .
mummy bac soon i guess .
they buyin foodi fer us .yums .~

oh yarhs here some cutes photo .jus taken~

tats kiki~

precious nana`

hahs .#derr three musketeers

monkey faces#

notti kiki pinchie precious nana .and i'm bhind bein xtra `

finally something nicey cums out`but kiki like buay song hor.

2005-08-10T00:11:00.000-07:00

woke up nort long ago .

here i am .

kaes in the end

las nyte .

was fuzin with yanglong.

yupp tis is the 2nd tyme with him.

but but . peizhen came aft tat.

if i'm nort wrun ;they had a tiff.

feel so awkard.

aniwae terr atmosphere fer ytd was so cold.

sales wasnt good. but but had loads fun with yl.

we saw da s'pore flag fly with da helicopter.

and da music played by the band at the sports bar

felt so touch .hahs.

tos was terr only thing which made us feel tat it was national day .

hahs.

closing late.but but i'm still hm early.

ryte now.goin tuu haf milo meal soon.then will buzz off tuu meet my darlings.

kaes i miss dem .

woohoo.~

2005-08-09T11:27:00.000-07:00

ohyarhhs.i saw tis in her post.
^saw her several times.acted like we dunno each other.it hurts mie deep inside.no one noes how i feel.^
.was it referin tuu mie.i guess so.hey peepoos guess i'm like a les.botherin abt all tis.but i really do treasure her euu see.i cares.but she will neh noes.i really dunno wat happen tuu us...how cum things turn out tuu be like tis.

aniwae i'm fuzionin later.with peizhen.

yays.ryte now.my baby nephew JAYJAY is in mie buzz.woohoo~he is so ko aii.he sneak intuu my room n i jus woke.kakas.

last nyte had supper yays.with nana and rocky.so piggo.went fengshan 85.ate ba chuo mee.chickywings.satay.greentea.yummies.in the end i loves nana's papa.he came fetch us back home.nicey daddy.

kaes.have tuu go prepare fer breakfast.ohs.aniwae happy 40thbirthday singapore.

n..n..i miss chee hwee man.where haf he gone tuu.today is the day we noe each other.1year le.but cannot celeb with him.saddii.

2005-08-08T14:28:00.000-07:00

realised .baobeii hatess miee.oh ya guess no more .no more xingan baobeii.
oh watever .i mean pls yup . i really did nth . don haf to avoid alryte .jessican is e cause.she sux big tyme alryte .i miss tos daes with euu.

sku was fine .morning came sku with iman.national day celeb .concert was a bored.but i shouted so much . tot of 2003celeb. missi tos daes .i miss my bestie. saw him at MAC .i totally IGNORE`hahs .heard from kat tat dunno when yeps.jessican and catherine appear at his buzz at da same tyme.pai sei-ness.he two tyme yeps.'or-bi-goodi'~tuu jessican.pity catherine.guess she was innocent one.

sku ends ard 1015.wen had breakfast wit kat nana diz at MAC.den gabriel eric kyle join us fer neoprint.nicey.slack ard.sat at the stairs.ROT~ ROT~BORED~

fuzion-in later .

hahs.

meetin nana 1st.

kks . have tuu prepare le .

=> .

2005-08-07T19:07:00.000-07:00

two years 1 month .

2005-08-06T13:42:00.000-07:00

peeps.bacc from camp.woooo.half sianness half funness.

my team::rocky(n1).me(e4).fadhly(e2).yang(e3).rahim(n2).ah-in(n1).adif(t1).izzakey(e1).boonwai(e4) and a few others hu i dun really tok tuu laa.

aniwae those who i mention was really e fun cause.jus rox okae.our team name [SCORPION].hahs.grp no. 9.
we din win anitin but all da memories i guess.~SAZZ~our instructor.total hyper-active plus cuteness.

3`aug_wed .
ter water jus drip la.thks tuu terr freakin mama...assemble in sku.checkin of bag.gettin intu our team.ice-brkin.den off we goo.dairy farm dotz dotz.i was actually total alone in da bus.hahs.rocky came n sit with me.wooo.he's nicey.put baggy intu da doms.yummy getto slp wit nana.
den terr activity.rock-climbing`i'm a failuree.din manage tuu getto teh top.saddii.
denn walk on teh wire so high till i can die.i succeed.yooowooo..
nyte-hike.darkness-shit.hold on tu adif.is tat his name.oh watever..at da destination.sat bac tu bac with iman.luk at teh stary nyte.not much stars actually.missin my bestie.how i wish he was here.had fun wit rocky n da rest.fun fun~
da bathe was a shitto.teh gurls lining tuu bathe.ohmypapa.tats so lame.nyte falls.din able tuu msg leonard.i'm simply tuu ZZzz.
i miss teh supper""milo&currypuff"".

4`aug_thurs .
bukit-timah hike was a failure.RAIN !! .total sicko.din getto da summit.saddii.gabriel was da fun at da shelter.hahs.yang lent me his sweater.rejected.gettin colder.adif lent me his..no choice..i took it.da walk bacc was long.SICKENING.our leg jus sux alrig.yucky.muddy muddy smelly feet.
was not allow tu bathe.tis is so torturin.hahs.a quick wash up.off fer another activity.a simple task of wire walkin again.den da nytemare.FLYIN FOX~was total embarassing.everyone heard and saw.hahas.anewae its a experience euu see.kaks.
CAMPFIRE NYTE.was cool.da fire jus blasts.nicey.with da performance...hahs.
another nyte gone.

5`aug_fri .
gudbyes.every happiness jus haf tuu be ended.bac wit rocky in da bus.reach sku ard.11plus.wen kfc-in.yummies.i ate loads.

ohyeaye.saw my bestie wen i came bacc.but din even wan tuu face him.ohmymy why?

2005-07-23T23:40:00.000-07:00

fuzion.with sista
total fun
lynn came fer 2nd shift
with kyle n zhizhen
guess dey will haf loads fun too.
shop ard wit sis at there.

went buzz.
took a bath.
prepare tuu get out tuu tm
sis. tis piggo. SLEEP.
i watch a mtv of korea serial.
"stairsway tuu heaven"
rem those days.
i put myself in tat actress shoe.
lame shit.

sis ; FINALLY.wake up.
went out den.

hahs.
had dinner.
godness.
me treat.
spend 40plus at ajisen
1yr can go 1 tyme onli .
e food not tat nice; trust me.
is oily shit.

shop awile.
get da cake.

home.
kinda miss iman loaads
ask beebee tuu msg him
fer him tuu call me.
he pei me cann thxthx.
cus i was kinda bored. and my eyes is closing
jus needed someone.

HAPPIE BURFDAE TO MUMMY~

she was like a big superstar.
woohoo. she was gandong lol.
we celeb fer her.
me gave her a angbao~
actually tot of buying a bra fer her.
ya going tuu la.cuz she neh accept my angbao.
she ask me tuu kip it fer myself.

aft da celeb ; called manz again.
chat awhile.
den hanged.
whole nite chatting wit mumy and bee bee in my room.
i was sho tired though....

2005-07-17T22:14:00.000-07:00

fuzion with sista.
bac hm;had a tiff
i was pissed so much
she then ask her bf cum.
i all e way sian man

called baobei; went out then.
i was late& goodness i was running lyk maddy
HAHA
ice cream & fries for dinner.
hm ard 10.

baobei & me got a cute bottle for ourselves.
lyk it sho much.
got buzz.
saw besties' miss called
call bac
her voice was lyk weird
i realised
she cried.
e 4th tyme she cried for
da brking up
cheering her up was a diff
chat till 1 plus can.
even my dad&mummy
was invovled in da cons.
dad&her sing together
must fight den win'
so cute;hao ke ai..
sudden feel so xin fu.
den me&her sing loads song.
so fun.
mummy first tyme in history
not angry when i used fone
guess she's mad.

updated by mango =)

2005-07-16T21:11:00.000-07:00

fuzion den buzz.
ohyup.
got a injury bac; on my leg
blueblack big big ;)

lynn start worl 2day.
ya i work in da morn
ALONE!
hahs im great
lynn came early tuu peu me;by ryte 3
all e way aft work my turn;pei lynn.
till7 .buzz
Zzz.

updated by mango

2005-07-11T21:31:00.000-07:00

kays. andrew tan is resigning.
yupp he's my manager.
god i miss him so damn much
i miss him .
wakaka.
he's nice
god i wanna meet him in my next life
i swear.
he's UNIQUE.
god grant my wish.
who ever cared abt age diff
just him...

hahas
aft skul , aft f&n remedial
noise pollution's outing
we rock
we roll
sumo house for lunch.
HAHAHA
tuu princess
tuu toilet
oh wawa.
was lyk me, diz &kat
wanna shit
but kat say she ren. HAHS.
me & diz
just bomb the toilet bowl.
while kat&lynn go looking fer
toilet paper.
me &diz chat &had fun shitting.
carught initial D.
lata fer 41 mins.
waka 2nd tyme fer me&diz
1st tyme at princess...
sleepy...
princess 1 N/12 N/13 N/14
but we kip changing place
funnn~
mango called in the mid of the show
i love dem.
took 18
went home
had great fun on the bus
den chat with baobei ard nite.
muahs.

updated by mango=)

2005-07-09T21:19:00.000-07:00

afta fuzion
ktv..
with eber, duan , lynn
lynn was lyk not herself.
afta ktv
went pooling
din really play..
me& lynn play daytong&photo hunt
funn~
funn~

updated by mango=)

2005-07-08T21:30:00.000-07:00

finally OFF fer a day
aft skul;
went ktv with kat, lynn and diz.
hahs
got to know smth from kat
donnoe true not
is wadeva yup
hahs
he is with carissa

as in dey are together

ard 7 went had dinner
mac flurry
walk ard tm&cs
with lynn
den tuu my park
had a great chat with her.

updated by mango=)

2005-07-07T14:15:00.000-07:00

din went tuu skul
ya thx tuu e ss project
hahahs
anyway today..
the day we were together
wakaka.
nice nice
miss those days
i called him he wasn't at home
anything yup.

updated by mango =)

2005-07-06T21:14:00.000-07:00

work...
with aisha..
mummy prepared dinner box fer me..
so nice. =)

updated by mango =)

2005-07-05T14:12:00.000-07:00

nothing special
work; with aisha
just got loads fun.

updated by mango =)

2005-07-04T18:00:00.000-07:00

youth day !=>
hahs. cant believe it.
yesterday actually slept fer 18 hrs.
morning 5.30 woke up by mummy.
yayas~
fuzion norhx; with shifu;chang hong
ya tis pig actually went tuu street 22
instead of street 12.
dumb.
ok den farni;luff
an angmoh actually say we both make a gd couple
hellos! he's lyk a uncle tuu me can
age diff 5 yrs
wakakaka
anyway he's nice
just maybe a lil not generous
aft work wen buzz.
den tuu lynn buzz
do ss.
hahs ya ryte
in the end lehs;play
wen buzz ard 10 plus
daddy car came fetch me

updated by mango=)

2005-07-03T16:30:00.000-07:00

afta fuzion , went buzz sleep .
exhaustion ....
HAHS.
i steal a magazine frome the raffles group hospital.
woah .
it was UNINTENTIONALLY de.
i was real tired tats why.
SO BLUR =Pp
ZzzZ

updated by mango =)

2005-07-02T20:51:00.000-07:00

went fuzion den tuu suntec conventional hall.
met lynn, lene, haziqah.
LENE BIG DAY !
celeb fer her .
I LOVE HER !
oh yarh, dun rem i wish her happy birthday at all
haha.. never mind de.
den ndroop sent me home.. so sweet !=)))

2005-07-01T16:34:00.000-07:00

hahs . sudd gort loads feeling .
tis song nice ryte .
sorrie baobeii . i put song yupp
den ur com gonna lag abit . bear it it loh
i love tis song lots .
lots lots .
feeling weak now . give me sum time tuu refresh everything yea `
i miss lynn .
miss da tymes i told her my everything
tis song ; she intro tuu me der .
lynn i hope euu cann understand how i'm feelin now .
tot of callin euu but ferget it .
hope euu will see all tis ~
i will love euu ...till the end of tyme .
zhutou ; love him loads in e past but he hurt me over n over again .
tats tats . wun be so silly anymore .kuakua~
perhaps wen i grow older ryte
tinking all tis bac . i tink is so childish yeps .
lastly . thks fer loving once twice or thrice .
give me da memories . woohoo ~
thks thks~
i nit sum some tymes tuu make euu my fren agean `
ya one day...

2005-07-01T16:18:00.000-07:00

i broke down ; i really did .
xin ku xin ku
called my baobei ~
my hand is cold n shaky ryte now .
woohoo ~
baobeii jus ask me don cry la .yea i feeling better `
guess she's is da only one who can cheer mie up now .

.::CONFESSION `
i haf been lying ...
lying tuu myself everyday
since 6th june 2005...e dayy i saw him n xl
hiding away frm him so tat evrything wil be over
but tot dere's hope wen i saw tat his friendster put da fav movie as pacifier
so lame ; NIAVE~~~
i even lied tuu all mie dearest
lynn lene kat diz mango n even baobei
tat i doesnt like him anymore .
tell euu wad ...all tis is gone .
i'm nort lying anymore

kays ~
its jus da music euu see .
stil tryin tuu figure wat song izzit .
den gort it mvp qing ren der la .
ya its da song la .tat make me ... i kant believe tats me ~
tot i wld be strong enuf tuu overcum `
i mean i'm really a strong ppl loh .tot i wun bother ler

but euu see its real gandong tat he do tat tuu her .
they are so swit cann ~
ppei fuu peii fuu ~
at least now i noe kokonn is hen chi qing der
yeps .
at least she change him back tuu himself
izzit ?

ohyarhhs'
the crying was nort totally cuz of him
and KAH HWEE loh ; dunno y oso
shldnt der ~
during fire drill feel like collaspin ler .
like heated up by da sun
is like even he is beside mie i still miss him loh ..
i miss kh . i wan kh . i nit him .wanna hug him which i swear we never did .
wanna his concern like b4 .
hellos wats wrun .
so crappy . watever yaya .

aft skul ; wen send diz buzz .
den shop ard with honey .
ate waffle with honey butter at cs
tats lunch .

den saw zhutou (nono now is kokonn ler no more zhu tou )was at tm yaya .haha.
now noe da truth liao .
nvm la feel okay ler
guess i was mad case fer da last 8mins.
hahs.
feel so shitty ; save me yea.

I MISS KAH HWEE ~
MISS BAOBEII .
MISS LYNN .
MISS LENE .
MISS MANGO .
MISS KAT .
MISS DIZ .
MISS MUMMY DADDY
MISS DA JIE N AH BEE
MISS DA DEAD ZHUTOU FER DA LAST TYME`

ya las tyme ; i promised ; tat i gonna cry fer him .
tireness . miss everyone till head big .
headache`

MY ZHUTOU IS DEAD~
ACCEPT DA FACT`

tuesday i will b a brand new mie yea `
i gonna recive a hug frm baobeii
happie =)
sha lala`

2005-06-30T22:21:00.000-07:00

i'm bacc frm da shoppin with sis .
treat me cafe cartel ; woohoo . dinner .
salad ; a creamy pasta ; last yummy -banana split !

but guess wad
den continue shoppin ; wen toilet shit everything out .
buahaha . got myself a face mask ; 1st tyme use
just try loh .

sis gort wei lai jie fu birthday card ; swit nehs .

saw tis qoute frm one of da cards :
"time and distance may separate us ,
but the memories we've made ,
and the frenship between us will keep us together "

is like watever ;jus find it abit meaningful loh .

sorrie tuu twinny yupp .
guess she's unhappy or i tink too much
sorrie sorrie ~
i tot tis wld be better; i tried real hard tuu kip everything frm euu .
i succeed yupp .
but me and euu somehow drifted afar .
izzit ? or watever . guess i tink too much ler .
kays guess da quote above is fer her nehs.

yup aft skul was like wanted tuu wait fer twinny la .
in da end somehow sian ~
am i invisible . buahaha . depress
i'm tired euu see .
I HASNT HAD ENUFF SLP ~shout~
see kh and i so nort myself .
haf tuu hide here and dere fer so many ppl .
exhaustion .

any moment i might jus break down ; wen tuu luk fer mie baobei
i miss her euu see ;
she somehow cheer mie up .
thou guess her fren doesnt real likes me
i mean i can see de yupp .
hahs .
wen tuu wash up da shitty brush .
da wall we vandalised . cooled .
da fun in da toilet . splashed ~
muahs baobei ~

aft tat left . din wait fer twinny anymore cus haf tuu mit sis.
mit her ; shop ard .
den saw twinny with her mummy .
twinny was sad i guess ; she luks depress tuu .

ohyarhhs my lil kwet thing ah bee
hey jess if euu read tis i must say kays firstly sorrie
i din noe i mean so much tuu euu .
i read ur blog .
sorrie sorrie ~
but let me tell euu tis ; i din ask anyone nort tuu tok tuu euu .
u tink too much ler .
sott ar .
and yup da neglection was cuz i'm so busy tis few days alryte .
sorrie~
i love euu jess .muahs .
tats all i wanna say i guess .

broken ageaen ~
i miss baobei .
miss everyone ; i'm tired .

2005-06-29T23:02:00.000-07:00

kays . din work today
wen skuling ; twinny din
were like slpin during neo class lar . kaos
den so "durian" wen woke up ; realised mie frens were all lukin at mie la .
neo was like calling fer me la ; i din hear ; ppl slpin ryte .

aft skulin wen maths remedial woohoo ~
is like xin fen xin fen ` ; wen meet my baobei
our first date on x.__29 . o6` o5 `]]
happie=)))
so sorrie yup she was like waiting fer me loh ; love her tuu bits `
den was like afraid nth tuu say yup ; but end up we were such chit-chatter nehs .
tok n tok non stop ; even when in da cinema loh .

caught INITIAL D ~
o5:3o pm bugis 3 ; F-13 F-14
buy da tix den wen slackin ard
were lyk tok till miss our way . wahahas
wen mos burger b4 da show start

den da show ; da thrilling part ; my baobei drip water fer da show
da desperate hahas . chiong all da way tuu toilet
long queue hahs . so chiong tuu another ; released ~
da walk tuu luk fer dinner ; da dinner - mac flurry ~
yum yum da tok tok woohoo~

da parting ; boohoo .
was so difficult . jus miss her da moment she is nort beside mie .
ilu`

2005-06-29T22:42:00.000-07:00

been sho busy loh .
skuling fuzionin skuling fuzionin
busy till head big ; woahs .
hasnt update . wakakas .
kays .i'm recalling ...

x.__27 .o6`o5 . `]]
skul reopen yeps .
woohoo . " a dog that doesnt bite ; are da one who bites "
neo trying tuu refer tis quote tuu himself. bhb*
kays everything was a total mess for mie alryte .
din bring tis and tat . kays edward was sho nice loh . help me write maths .
which i din even ask him tuu larhx . kaos . touchy ~

saw my baobei ; we were like mad case screaming lar
honey kant stand our fengness. kuakua
but is like xin fen xin fen tuu see her man . ^o^ !

7th dae at fuzion ; 5pm tuu 12 am ; with aisha .
a straight4ward gurl . she speaks chinese loh . shocking .
anyway my angels send me tuu fuzion loh .
woah . luff dem loads . den ate pizza 2gether .
honey down dere bio da bor lar . huahua .
yuppie =) andrew came tuu do some delivery . cutesy .

earn 7 bucks tips .fun workin with aisha .
she was like : " hey when can i work with euu agean ? "
buahaha . dinner had sushi .
make sandwiches fer my baobei and angels ; snapple fer xingan .
1plus reached buzz .
exhaution . Zzz .

x.__28 . o6`o5 . `]]
gave mie baobei sandwiches in da mornin .
happie=)
baobei so sweet ; gave mie a cutesy thingy ; cherished .
guess she spends sum tyme duing it nehs ; treasured .
went buzz alone aft skul
ohyarhhhs seriously miss kh loads cann.
aww. thats so watever .

8th dae at fuzion ; 5pm tuu 12am ; with zhizhen .
she's cute babe . got da character loh .
yuppie lynn wanna work yup . huahua .
BK fish fer dinner .
earn 12bucks tips
reached buzz ard 12 plus onli . shuang .
exhaution .

2005-06-26T19:21:00.000-07:00

hahs .sis is treating me goody agean.las nyte is like kip callin askin miee hungry nort
den bought tits fer miee. as euu can see i'm easily satisfied; naive `woah.shazhu
:)sha ren you sha fu mah.kuakua.

5th day at fuzion .6 tuu 3 .with sis .fun~
ish like a`hem guess wad we took da extra money loh.
ish tips kays .so is nort sinful. ish real fun tuu work wit sis . do fruit box.sandwiches.
den i was like down dere eating alort hiphip^o^

mornin.egg mayo sandwich with hot choc. 11plus instant noodle.den awhile lata chcken mayo sandwich.
4plus pizza pasta meal at "breKpizza" quitw nice and cheap can.cus we are da staff loh .
a 7buck pizza and a soft drink actually cost 8plus .but we only nit tuu pay 3.90.cooled.hahs.
but da pasta nort tat nice la.

anyway tuudae andrew came!!! den changhong called . he sounded so cute~

aft work .
den wen round shoppin da terminal 2.kinda loads thing and quite a few is discountable cus i'm da staff.woohoo~
den came tuu "auntie annie" soo eat agean. buahaha.

took 27 bac .sis supposed tuu haf injection but no stock .buahas .
wen luk fer my deary twinny .took my uni and da wrksheet.yup=)
i gort her two sandwiches. she gonna hart me.is i make one ~

den wen bacc buzz .*yawn* so freak tired . kuakkua .

wee wee~
chatting wit my babygurl ryte now`
i love her more and more each day .missing her terribly tough we gonna meet soon.
one more day yeps .
she is da excitement fer mie tuu goo skul . woohoo .
da neh neh and kuku head .1314 .yip*winks*

kua kua kua kua~

2005-06-25T20:14:00.000-07:00

morn gort tuition .
sian~
woke up at 8.15
I HASNT HAD ENUFF OF SLPIN ; -shout-
morning . mum gort mie porridge . aft eatin it ; i shit .
bwahaha and was durin tuition .huahua .it started rainin
ryte aft tat da rain made wen bacc tuu my dreamland*yawn*

took da nap till bout three .woke up .freakin hungry .
gort myself cuppy of milo .
wen tuu watch xue tian shi again .
i'm so rottin alryte.nth better tuu do came online .

"da furthest distance in a relationship
isnt live and death
whereas is
i'm ryte beside and you doesnt even know . "
sho sad ryte ; like real nonsense larhs .
yupp wadever
tis phrase is frm da show lolx .

weird weird ~ 5plus had dinner liao .
siao so early cann den is like so silence .been long since we eat together .
mum and dad ferever so busy .kays .mum's cookin .
jap tofu wit prawn . cauliflower . egg
ohhh ...yummy
da rice is nicey ; pearl rice

xingan called ; chat . tml she cant goo out . boohoo .nort even tuu her buzz
she wen tuu watch initial d liao loh . pangseh cann .
sian half . xingan woohoo .miss her loads .she's swit .
her dad is goody .awhile .hanged
i gonna i wanna i musta watch inititial-d` huahua `
so qiao` my babygurl wanna watch tuu . guess i'm jioin her .
hey babygurl u free tis wed ~ tagg hoh .

rest of my dae guess i'm will ' shall i might
be bored stiff ~
tmr goin tuu fuzion . wit my sis .hey she hates mie .izzit so guess i'm goin tuu suffer
wadever.my mum ask me goo help out today .bullshite .i nort goin .
aft ytd incident .was like hidin under de blanket cry till nobody business.no-one bother .boohoo
ya da durian shite .eeyer i hates durian since u guys gonna love it taste it.
i am sufferin . real bitter .any moment the water jus drip .i'm tolerating
i'm ferever tolerating ; am i cinderella .woah .tats kinda cool .

waahhh `woohoo
ryte now
mango called .
chat . she on her way tuu piaono stuffie .
all da best man .
yupp and tis ke ai manngo wanna intro mie tuu her freny wang shuai
a*bish her
she's ferever my matchmaker .i ' m speakin da truth .
lalas .
counting down 1 more days tuu goo .
missi babygurl .
huahua `

babygurl go tagg hoh . uh~huh .

2005-06-24T21:27:00.000-07:00

neh work todae.
wear contact lens
=0

wen out with my lynn tudae
fun fun~
is like b4 we meet
we even chat on da fone like fer hours cann
woah .
i love her so godness .

took 28
wen tuu buy uniform at paya lebar

.::on da bus journey::.
gort tis 8 guys board da bus
one of dem ish our sch
norh da one in leng kee de oso .
cant rem' his name .
kinda close wit justin
yup
leng kee no.7 tat guy larhx

one of dem ; guess is da :"lao da": larhx
sat bside me
i was actually sleepin loh
den they are such noise pollution
i woke .

saw tis ass bside me .
yayayas
ask fer my name
sae i luk lyk his fren
replied "i'm nort n doesnt even noe euu"
but say her fren is da ground ; i'm da sky
farni~ laugh

does guy nowadays use tis method to know we gurls .
hahahas~
old method .

den were like dey so damn bad kia
me n lynn is like oh god
hopin ppl don tink we are wit dem de
cuz dey tink dey are cool tuu say all those vugurity

wakaka~
den l8tr dey haf tuu goo down lerx .
tt ass so bhb la .
say goodbye tuu us .

den lynn sae don let him infront fren dui lian
so we say buai buai tuu him oso .
den wen at da exit le
he turn bacc again say bye lor
at tis moment tink he's cute larhx .

den buy uni liao
my xingan diz called
sae nort meetin us liao

so me n my lynn wen bac
took 28 again
but in da end wen tuu bedok
decide tuu goo ktv
so fun fun~
all da fun was down dere
i'm lovin it
sing dao dai like as if my yan chang hui
hahs
sing alot song
twins!!!lian ai da guo tian~
candy lu n wang lee hom - hao xin fen shou
cooled .
zhang xue you-ai wo bie zhou.ruguo ni shuo.ni bu ai wo`
hahs.
=)

den da room beside was like bangin on da wall
den we jus ignored lor
then when dey sing song
i purposely sing together wit them
7 den end
wen tuu toilet

came outta place
a gang of guys
guess was da one beside our room larhs
den
down dere whistlin
old method`
then i jus walk off and whistle bacc
tis guy >_*
woah kinda cute .
he say bye tuu us .
den me jus is jus larhs
wave bac . li mao yup=)
den continue walkin
he sae next week see us again .
hahs .
so me n lynn decide tuu come by again nex wk .
fun~

hehe
2nd tyme wit lynn
wen sumo hse eat
lynn eyes make me so laughin
dinner .
katsudon . cold tofu . guo tie . soya bean
yum=)) except da tofu lars ; real cold ; yucky

send lynn tuu bus stop
on da way ; da ar~char
make lynn so laughin
hee
last wen tuu uncle's shop

i'm so happie today.
lynn is da caused

yup read my baby gurl blog
hehes i miss her loads
two more days tuu see her
yeps`
=>

n one bloodi goody news
my xingan diz ish nort leaving me ler!!!
NOISE POLLUTION ~
woah hoho`
end .

2005-06-23T22:01:00.000-07:00

4th day at fuzion .
mornin shit twice .
stomache i guess .

kays .
no andrew less laughter
=(
den farni stil haf tuu hide here n dere
cuz eugene comin
da fuzion nort supposed tuu haf so many ppl ard
so i sacrifize
woah .

was like bored stiff
den james ask jermaine haf lunch wit me

lunch .
2.3bucks de rice .
hahs .
veg . potato . fried fish

den wen bacc tuu fuzion
changhong and james turn tuu eat lunch
hahs .
so qiao .
eugene came .

changhong ; no choice ; hide
until 3
sad case .

he's nice .
i gonna miss him too .
sch reopen nort working wit him n jer lliao
=(
anyway . he waited fer me aft work .
k la maybe is wei le his bottle .
anything .

ryte aft tat wen meet lynn .
wander ard tm awhile
actually wan trim our hair .
but ; bankrupted .
so wen tuu kat buzz .
slack ard .
goo friendster den
was like les can .
kip looking at gurls loh .
kat complained!!

watch tv . i slept .
too tired lers

ate dinner down dere .
fun~
da mummy cookin nice nice .
yum .

den play wit da fake dog .
poor thing .
his hand n leg .
lynn's hand wen into his body .
mine oso
kat too .
down dere digging .

den buzz home .
lynn pei me .
cuz my mummy dream tat smtg will happen tuu me .
so lynn pei me lor .
mummy lame cann

lynn stay at my buzz till 9.30 lor .
fun fun ~
exhaution tuu .
hasnt had a good sleep .

2005-06-22T16:10:00.000-07:00

3rd day at fuzion

6morn tuu 3noon
reach fuzion 5.55am

wore contact lens .
guess is da last day tat andrew will be ard lerx
=(
tml he's goin bac tuu office
sian-ness

guess tats e reason y he's been treatin us lunch fer tis two days.
lunch . ate mac fillet 'o'fish meal .
upsize .
drink change tuu ice lemon tea .
3/20 pieces of nuggets .

and a miso soup . from sakae sushi .
yunxin gave us de .
yupp .
she's a sakae worker .
jus gotto befren wit her .

morning same . changhong fetch mie
and oso jermaine .
den alone change pass .

yahaha .
make da latte
den da whole thing drop down .
spilled on da machine .

jermaine tok abt a stead .
so is changhong
all sudd ask me got nort .
no tats da fact
but dey dun believe
den .
told andrew changhong jermaine dey all my "fairytale"

tot of him again
sian~

last part took a photo .
cuz yunxin leavin da airport fer university studies soon .
all da best tuu her .

hahs .
so tml
james will taking over andrew .
life wld be a bored .
i gonna miss andrew so so damn much .
its true
=))

hahs .zhutou online .
but away (sleepin ) .

me oso going tuu my dreamland lerx
so tired cann .
end .

2005-06-21T17:56:00.000-07:00

2nd day at fuzion .
still so fun .
cant wait fer tml .
woah .

frm 6 tuu 3

morning .
changhong came tuu mie buzz ;fetch mie
yeps . merc cab
hahs.

alone den .
change pass .
wen tuu fuzion .
hey gawd i'm smart ; i actaully found my way .

reach fuzion .
ANTZ
all over da floor .
me and changhong clean loh.
=)

den .
was actually rottin
cuz there aint any customer

woah .
1 indian guy with his family
bought 7o+ bucks stuff at fuzion .
rich shite .

learnt tuu make sandwiches
wrapped dem and labelled .
blend banana mochazine .

andrew is so cute again .
i say he was a gay yupps .
his eyes yup is 'natural'
purple color he say .
chat and chat .
joke and joke .
fun ~

make a new fren .
her name jermaine .
she is so eloquent ; nice ; sweet
yup . she is 19 .
she'll be wit us tml tuu .

lunch . mac french fries .
andrew treat ; he insist
=)) .
changhong and james wen tuu ta bao loh .

also getto see angeline and zhizhen .
both are pretty babe .
yepps.

came buzz .
bathe le
straight sleep .
so now then tot of postin .
*yawn*
end .

2005-06-20T17:06:00.000-07:00

da 1st dae at fuzion
fun all da way .

so i gotto noe .
da big boss .eugene.
kaos . sibei geikao one .
2nd boss .nam.
da hokkien cutesy
den followed by manager 1 .andrew.
da nice shuai cute guy .=) lublub
hahs . he smoke loh .
manager 2 .james.
nice guy .
my partner fer tis week .changhong.
good trainer .nice fellow
da rest jane and jonathan .
dey were da ppl for da nex shift .

did some cleaning stuff fer an hour .
learnt how to blend da smooties .
learnt cashier work .
servin da costumer .

lunch. changhong and me goo ta bao
i actually eat all veg ; mad case .
1.5 bucks da rice.
cheapo .

las part injection .
pain shit .
was like down dere played wit da nurse .
hahs .

yupp .
the pacifier on da frenster
was it cus shazhu
hahs .

ohyarhs .
smtg wrun wit mie babygurl .
but she din wana tell .
but i guess i noe wad had happen .
hope she'll be fine soon .

i miss my nana my honey and my xingan loads .
i wish he were dere .waiting fer me aft work.
kinda blissful ryte.like how i did da las tyme.

2005-06-19T20:55:00.000-07:00

happie daddy's day

mornin .
wen outta eat wit mie family .
hahs . funn . =)
down dere wit sis discuss our future baby name .
hahaha~

den tuu uncle john buzz .
jayrius is gettin cuter each dae .
so adorable lalas .

den tuu aunt sally buzz .
T_T cuz SHE loh .
hmmph .
aunt sally down dere console .
woah .

bac home .
cook with my sis .
nicey . yummy .

den ryte now .
all of dem goo help out at da eat shop .
i'm here slackin .

yupp .
i'm going fuzion tml lers .
excitement .!!
all da best tuu me .
hahs .
end .